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1. I'm Awake All Night
2. Green Eyed
3. Smokescreen
4. Excuses To Fall
5. Jester
6. You Have Me Surrounded
7. Wish You Well
8. Piano Song
9. Sleep
10. The Swordfight
11. Guards & Gunmen
1. I'm Awake All Night
Pendulum, I’m hanging on
A wire stretched from the moon
I’m awake all night
Cross familiar ground
Entangled in analytical mess
Alone, I’m awake all night

The wolves parade
Criminals train their young
Barons make
Their money back on drugs

The streets are lit like golden grids
And weave for as far as I see from here

The wolves parade
Criminals train their young
Barons make
Their money back on drugs
Lover’s hide
Their bodies under sheets
Like two ghosts who fell asleep

I still trace an arc like clockwork
Swing like a couple who are bored at home
I’m awake all night


2. Green Eyed
In the past I must have blocked things out a lot more than I do now
I'm seeing things that you don't even do
Throw me down a hole I've bounced myself off every wall in truth now
In a fiction car that fires me around the room
When you arrive it's always aimed at you

So if I ask you again, will you please? Will you please?
Leave me
If I am green eyed will you leave? Will you leave?
Please, you don't need me

Accusations spark my mouth a gun that shoots abuse at you now
A lawyer picking pitfalls in the truth
Haze my lonely eyes with promiscuity alcohol induced now
And these the eyes that only look at you
You don't deserve the shit I've put you through

Please, if I ask, interrogate, leave me here, leave me here
And leave no trace
If I am green eyed, and my downfall's social fear
You need space

To call it conversation, to call it innocent
To call it your agenda, to call it bold intent
To call it suffocation, to call it chastity
To call it paranoia, to call it OCD


3. Smokescreen
The silence in the room was starting to freak you out
‘Til your diligent circus sparked another riot
You could hear a pin drop, throw, and we heard the first pin drop
Flames shot higher and higher
Now the fire lights a thousand sparkles round my feet

Smokescreen feed me dreams of love!

I couldn’t get a job for love and nor for money
My hometown streets are filled with kids that struggle just like me
I remember being propositioned by the military
And it was only under false pretence that I had agreed to this

Smokescreen feed me dreams of love!

I scored my name in a coin and placed it in the ground
It’ll be maybe in a thousand years a relic that they found
The archaeologists would present their work
From the battle of the men with the itchy fingers
And a man with a history
I can’t believe it’s started, I can’t believe I’m here

Smokescreen feed me dreams of love!


4. Excuses To Fall
I was stood in the corner of a room
In the shadows of the ones you knew before me
I was stood in the corner of a room
In the spotlight of the way you felt about me

Don’t you tell the world anything
They don’t need to know that I feel the same

I sat down in the corner of the room
And you were dancing
Trying for my attention
I sat down in the corner of the room
And you were dancing
I could see your intention

Don’t you tell the world anything
They don’t need to know that I feel the same

We danced ‘til there was nobody left in the hall
We were flying high above here
We danced but I was making excuses to fall
And I would fall as if they hit me


5. Jester
Oh my darling, look where we are
We all sit here patiently
Waiting for our cue to clap
They delve deep inside our heads
Holding all our morals back

Jesters win the crowd to their side
Spinning plates that orbit in the sky

Plates that spin a dozen lives
If peace is war’s illusive prize
Learn to love your enemy
‘Til then we’re all destructive, you and me

All the villains have been tumbled
But all our foes have tendencies
In some way they’ll cause us grief
But you my foe have tendencies
Show resentment, break the peace

Jesters carried out their plans
But there is not a promised land quite yet

Hope has papered across the cracks
If love can fill a void this vast
Learn to love your enemy
And start to make it right between you and me

Hold perfection in your head
And try to make it real
The circus we are born and bred
The circus we are born and bred
The circus we are born and bred

Hold perfection in your head
It might not happen ‘til we’re dead
But learn to love your enemy
And start to heal the cracks between you and me

The circus we are born and bred
The circus we are born and bred


6. You Have Me Surrounded
I'd like to sow my seeds
Before the wind blows
I'd like to lay my wreaths
Before the grass grows
I try to fight the devil down
Before he screws my soul
You ask me if I'm coming around
Well I tell you I don't know

I don't know who you are
But I don't need this now
I don't know who you are
But you have me surrounded

I ain't gonna take your call
I refuse to be disgraced
This time I'll give you back your ball
But if you do it again I'll wipe the smile from your face
You're like a bullet by surprise
I would catch you if I could
You ask me if I'm coming around
Well I know I really should

I don't know who you are
But I don't need this now
I don't know who you are
But you have me surrounded

I'll close my eyes to you
Close my ears to you
Close my mind
I'll close my eyes to you
Close my ears to you
Close my mind


7. Wish You Well
It’s different now
Now I don’t know a sole
And nothing’s scrawled in the stone
It’s hard to crawl
When you’ve already walked
Stay quiet, you’ve already talked

It’s easier to take my hand
I wish you would, I wish you would

I’m wasting my life
Trying to figure out why
I can’t sleep at night
It’s pulling, it’s tied
And it’s bound to inside
And it hurts when you leave me

And it’s easy now to understand
I wish you would, Say you will
I wish you would, Say you will

I know you’re finding it hard
I know you’re finding it hard
I know you’re finding it hard
I know you’re finding it hard

She said it’s easier to leave it there
I wish you well, I wish you well
I wish you well, I wish you well
I wish you well, I wish you well
I wish you well, I wish you well


8. Piano Song
Last night the moon cast shadows on my wall
You left but I want more, I want more
Shadows of tears now drowning all our years
I miss you lying here, lying here

I never even saw your face when you told me that you had outgrown
I never even saw your face but I can still sense you here in my home

I pulled the curtains wide and moved the moon
Just to see if you saw it too, saw it too
I watched the phone for hours I’m waiting here
I still can’t take it in, take it in

I never even saw your face when you told me your reasons to go
I never even saw your face, you’re just weary of feeling this low

I need you tonight
I need you tonight
I need you tonight, tonight

I never even saw your face when we talked of the time that we met
I never even saw your face, you just whispered you’d never forget
You just whispered you’d never forget
You just whispered you’d never forget

I need you tonight
I need you tonight
I need you tonight


9. Sleep
Stay, and take the weight off my shoulders
I’m a spaceman tonight caught a flying phobia
Well it’s really the same as the things that I told you

Breathe, can’t take my head out the water
I’m a dreamer tonight caught a sleeping disorder
But it’s really the same as the things that I told you

I can’t sleep now for thinking through
I’m risking everything for you

Can’t you see I’m desperate to hold you
It’s all gridlocked tonight but the hard shoulder
But it’s really the same as the things that I told you

I can’t sleep now for thinking through
I’m risking everything for you

Now I’m here a worried beholder
But it’s fading away ‘til the worry’s over
Well it’s really the same as the things that I told you

I can’t sleep now for thinking through
I’m risking everything for you
I can’t sleep now for thinking through
I’m breaking rules to be with you


10. The Swordfight
Weakness underneath your hard shell
Hid away like evidence that leads right to the truth
Back then those days I treat like lessons
In adulthood each day ends faster than they used to

I will not leave you now
I will not leave you now
This talk of common ground
It’s not important now

The time it takes to lift yourself
The time it takes to lift yourself

A date set so far out in the distance
Came fast I almost missed it
It caught me on my heels
My face stays blank as a canvas
So you can’t see the state I’m in
Believe me I am aching

That date’s upon us now
And we’re left to search like hounds
In this deserted town
For what’s important now

The time it takes to lift yourself
The time it takes to lift yourself
The time it takes to lift yourself
The time it takes to lift yourself

I’m carving statues in my mind of us two fighting swords in hand
The swordfight strikes and sparks into life
At arms length well we can’t hurt each other, can we love at all?
At arms length it’s all in the mind


11. Guards & Gunmen
They grabbed my flailing arm
They grabbed me like a naughty child
And sent me to a room
The other inmates spoke the same as me
And in the prisoner’s yard
The sun brought me through blindfold cloth
The outline of the Alps
And stood before them guards and gunmen

Oh, see I’m not afraid
That armed soldiers patrol the halls
Oh, see I’m not afraid
There’s too much of this world I haven’t explored yet

Underneath the hay
A truck that drove me from the camp
The stabbing bayonets
That scoured my hideout, rested on my skin
For weeks I lived on maize
And lost myself in Italian alps
Guerrillas helped me north
You concealed me in your home

Oh, so much I thank you for
Your hospitality is worth
More than I can give in return
When people like you are the salt of the earth

You grabbed my outstretched arms
And said you’d almost lost your hope
We don’t mean to cry
Just happy that you made it home
I said maybe I’ll return
Maybe in my wise old age
And later in my days I will tell you of
The camp and the Alps and the maize and the Switzerland days
And the plane and the train that brought me back
And standing on my street
The sun brought me through scattered clouds
The outline of the homes
And hanging from them
A hero’s welcome



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